I’m completely exhausted.
In that wonderful, fulfilling, great, fantastic, type of way.
By the time you see this, I’ll probably be asleep. haha. You might be awake? I don’t know, but what’s important is if you’ve read this.
Anywho, Happy Birthday Lauren. Live up your day, and be the 17 year old girl you are. I remember you staying up with me on my 16th birthday, telling me how I’ll get superpowers. Sucks how now you’re older than me now. Ah well, I’ve got seven months to catch up!!
This year’s been great hasn’t it? I know we’ve had our ups and downs, especially the past month, but that’s the past. This is now. I hope our friendship grows stronger, and it lasts.
I hope you’ll like your gift! It’s somewhat bland, compared to what others will give, but it’s the thought and stuff that counts right? I hope I get it done though. hehe.
I can’t wait for your birthday on Saturday, everyone will be there and stuff. Even though we don’t do much at each others houses, i’m pretty sure it’ll still be fantastic.
Here’s to you, and the coming summer.
I love you Lauren! Have a great birthday. c:
-S.
1. Kimchi
2. Natasha Romanoff
3. Clint Barton
4. Jelly Belly
5. Foomi
6. The grumbling sound that is my stomach
7. The warmth emanating from the bottom of my laptop
8. tea stains
9. Markers
10. Bristol paper
11. Clothing choices
12. 夏休み
I want to look out the window, to be greeted by sun and breezy winds. I want to drink cold, cold milk tea. I want to go on a boat and head towards unknown places. I want to go on an airplane and wonder when I’ll come back. I want to have coffee with someone and talk about odd things. I want to wear my best clothes and go out. I want to live.
I’m sitting on a sailboat. The sun is partly covered by the clouds. The breeze is wonderful. The sea is still. I’m holding a blue book in my hands, but before I could read, my boat starts to tread water. I close my eyes and throw my head back. This wonderful feeling, a feeling of departure. Wanderlust? By the time my eye opens, I’m now at a beach. The sands are white, and there are wonderful seashells clumped together. Someone beckons for me at the other side of the beach. My sailboat disappears and now I’m walking on the sand. It’s crunch against the heel of my foot is a tingly feeling. The person appears before me.
“Do I know you?”
And with that, the ice heart thawed.
Life is difficult for everyone. We all have stress and we all need someone in our lives that we can lean on. Never think that you cannot talk to someone because they have problems too or that your friend or loved one would be better off without you or your problems. You’ll soon find out that they need you just as much as you need them.